Shopping..
grrr.. i hate shopping with friends and its not because i don't have fun i always do
its because i never have money... it sounds selfish but the last time i went shopping it was for collard shirts...before that it was when Jonathan was around...which was ages ago almost a year...
we never have the money.. and my relatives all on my mom's side didn't send us anything for Christmas not even a card.. the most i got from relatives was from my aunt, my dad's sister and it was a gift card to B&N which got used right away. Thank you aunt pat!! =]
My mom feels bad which is why i didn't want to talk with her about it... its not her fault.. and even the money she said we could use when we get our income tax check can't be used to go shopping i have to buy a dress for prom.. if i don't go to prom my friends would kill me and i would be sad about not going..
it just sucks when you go out and see all these shirts and outfits that look nice
all i have is really tee shirts and a couple of nice shirts Jonathan and I picked out and bought awhile back.. nothing new...like i have a pile of cloths a huge pile cloths.. but most of it is really big tee shirt and pants that don't fit that i have to get rid of... plus school cloths.... saying this out loud makes me sound selfish.. eck...
I am human .. i am aloud to miss stupid things like being able to buy a nice new shirt...whatever....i am used to it...
whatever just needed to vent..
Blessed be
Hope everyone had a good Christmas or Yule
its because i never have money... it sounds selfish but the last time i went shopping it was for collard shirts...before that it was when Jonathan was around...which was ages ago almost a year...
we never have the money.. and my relatives all on my mom's side didn't send us anything for Christmas not even a card.. the most i got from relatives was from my aunt, my dad's sister and it was a gift card to B&N which got used right away. Thank you aunt pat!! =]
My mom feels bad which is why i didn't want to talk with her about it... its not her fault.. and even the money she said we could use when we get our income tax check can't be used to go shopping i have to buy a dress for prom.. if i don't go to prom my friends would kill me and i would be sad about not going..
it just sucks when you go out and see all these shirts and outfits that look nice
all i have is really tee shirts and a couple of nice shirts Jonathan and I picked out and bought awhile back.. nothing new...like i have a pile of cloths a huge pile cloths.. but most of it is really big tee shirt and pants that don't fit that i have to get rid of... plus school cloths.... saying this out loud makes me sound selfish.. eck...
I am human .. i am aloud to miss stupid things like being able to buy a nice new shirt...whatever....i am used to it...
whatever just needed to vent..
Blessed be
Hope everyone had a good Christmas or Yule