little under the weather
I have to thank Kimmie for her response it helped to have someone who has gone through not too long ago respond.
I am even more stressed then i was before. Today we found out that senior photos are next week, i still want my class ring.. and i am skipping homecoming cause i can't afford it. My mom is basically in a rut right now and i am going to send a nasty email to my fucking uncles for not fucking being there for their sister. How do you fucking leave her to do everything.. shun her out of the family when she did nothing wrong.. assholes.. i hate my whole family on my mom's side they don't care about anyone but their fucking selves. GRrr...they upset me.. they are so not invited to my wedding if i ever get married. Family means being there for one another i don't see them doing that. I am looking forward to photos next week i want to look really nice since they are big and my junior year photos i burned >< along with my juinor ID thanks to sean ^_^ <3
Everything is a little fast but today's pep rally i must say for once i really enjoyed. I was actually glad to be there and all of our '08 class was pumped to make sure we showed who was the best.
Sean is sick right now. He has a chest cold and its activating his ashma really really really badly his mom almost wanted to take him to the hospital .. He went to the doctors the other day and they put him on something for his cold or whatever it is and steriods for his asthma which sucks though cause he is so angry and in snappy moods it makes it so hard to talk to him. And that sucks for me since he is one of the few people i talked to about everything. I am always so quite talking to him right now.. i want this to hurry up and him to get better.. First i worry about him being this sick and secondly i don't like the tension between him and everyone including me...
tough times.. but i will get through it and i am still smiling ^^
need to go lay down i have been standing all day.. peace out ...
love
blessed be
Sunshine
I am even more stressed then i was before. Today we found out that senior photos are next week, i still want my class ring.. and i am skipping homecoming cause i can't afford it. My mom is basically in a rut right now and i am going to send a nasty email to my fucking uncles for not fucking being there for their sister. How do you fucking leave her to do everything.. shun her out of the family when she did nothing wrong.. assholes.. i hate my whole family on my mom's side they don't care about anyone but their fucking selves. GRrr...they upset me.. they are so not invited to my wedding if i ever get married. Family means being there for one another i don't see them doing that. I am looking forward to photos next week i want to look really nice since they are big and my junior year photos i burned >< along with my juinor ID thanks to sean ^_^ <3
Everything is a little fast but today's pep rally i must say for once i really enjoyed. I was actually glad to be there and all of our '08 class was pumped to make sure we showed who was the best.
Sean is sick right now. He has a chest cold and its activating his ashma really really really badly his mom almost wanted to take him to the hospital .. He went to the doctors the other day and they put him on something for his cold or whatever it is and steriods for his asthma which sucks though cause he is so angry and in snappy moods it makes it so hard to talk to him. And that sucks for me since he is one of the few people i talked to about everything. I am always so quite talking to him right now.. i want this to hurry up and him to get better.. First i worry about him being this sick and secondly i don't like the tension between him and everyone including me...
tough times.. but i will get through it and i am still smiling ^^
need to go lay down i have been standing all day.. peace out ...
love
blessed be
Sunshine