days of old

[frostbite_akira]

yesterday was a road of nostalgia, a cloud of memories that claimed the ground and sentimental material that was hidden in cardboard boxes were uncovered. To think that i was nervous about seeing the one person in this world who knew me like a detailed book but three years is a long time. It was great, we didn't have to finish sentences, we laughed alot, we joked about old jokes...a cumulative of two years of always being by each other, a mass amount of things took place then but it was the best we were always having a good time. I miss having that. Having a best friend around to just go for a walk with, to just randomly leave for the apt for a bit telling joey to occupy himself, to joke with, feel close with, to have that kind of confidant. I haven't had that in a while... joey is the closet i have but its different being your boyfriend then just being your best friend. It was not enough time nearly to have spent hanging out with Jon and i wish he lived closer, I almost teared a little when he left because i realized we still had so much in common that made us best friends.. we really didn't change as much as i believed we did.. minus i did become a happier less depressing person lol :)
you know two souls are joined as friends for life when even with a continent worth of distance and three years that passed you pick up just as if you were hanging out with them yesterday. I'm gonna miss him all over again....i'm gonna have to learn to start calling people more lmao

blessed be