I've worked a job like yours before, and it isn't easy. Hell, I only handled what would probably only amount to 1/3 of what you deal with. But if you need someone to vent to about the job stress, give me a shout, eh? You'll find that I'm more than just a loud mouthed internet asshole. :P
I feel like I'm alienating myself from my friends, especially the ones that I've known for years. Simply because I'm in no mood to talk or be happy. I can't help but feel that they don't want to talk to me because of how I've been.This...I can't even begin to tell you how this is nearly word-for-word how I myself have been feeling for a while, too, due to work and life and just general stress. I feel exactly how you're feeling - that I'm slowly turning my friends away from me because I don't talk to them as much as I used to and all that, because I just physically can't bring myself to do it; I'm just either too tired or don't feel like it. And I, too, feel like they want to stop being my friends for the exact same reason
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Hey, I hear ya. I feel like that, too. I feel like I've been letting shit that happened almost three years ago still weigh me down and run my life, and I'm tired of that feeling. I feel like I've changed a lot since then, and I don't know if that's necessarily a good or a bad thing. I feel like, no matter how hard I try not to think about it or move on, I wind up doing all of that anyway. It's been driving me slowly crazy and I'm sick and tired of it...but the more I think about it, the more depressed I become about it, too. It's all a vicious cycle and it's ridiculous that I'm letting something like this still get to me...but there you have it.
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And pick an icon!
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I like my icon collection!
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Thankfully, this is the one thing that I know will get better soon.
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I don't want to change who I am... And I think that's what I'm afraid is happening.
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