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[frost_yourself]

Still feeling really down. I dont even know where to start anymore.
I wish i could just move to a different city and start all over.
that's the only thing that would make me happy.
Maybe I should just drown myself in work, then I wont have time to think about it.
Its so hard hiding my feelings, and pretending that i'm prefectly fine.
i cant tell my parents im sad cause then its straight back to the counsler and the pills.
i guess i probably shouldnt have stopped taking the pills in the first place, but i feel wrong taking them.
friends are so difficult right now, i dont even know what to do anymore.
i was left in the dust by one for another
and the other, i just dont know.
i guess maybe my dad was right, i need to start being independent.
friends will come and go and i cant be so sensitive.
i guess for the past few years, i've just been used to having things to do
and now i sit at home and work.
i visit my parents more than i see any of my friends.

i just feel like no one cares to help me keep my mind of things.
robby used to help, but now i cant even talk to him about my problems.

i dont know anymore.
im just going to hide myself from everyone.
bye.