Update on my life

[frost_my_cake]

I'm dreading this Abnormal paper that I really need to get going on. Haven't even started and it's due on Thurs. During the week I won't have much time to write it so that means my whole Sunday will most likely be spent on it and some of Monday. School seems to be going well grade wise but enthusiasm wise not so good. I don't care about my classes, I don't look forward to them, I don't enjoy them. I just go to class and do the work to get the grade. I'm pissed about my schedule for next semester....Mon-Fri classes. I don't want to go back to school all week...ugh! And then I guess Brooks is going to be gone starting in a few months and changing over into Rite Aid so that's gonna be a huge change that I'm not looking forward to. So yeah already I'm not looking forward to the months ahead between one hell of a school schedule and practically working at a whole new work environment. Oh and then there is that whole debate over whether or not teaching is for me? I feel like I'll never know the answer to that but I need to and I need to know it soon! My life was meant to be miserable though so of course things like this always happen to me....it's expected. I probably deserve this in a way for reasons I won't get into now. I'm still mopping around about Ame but I'm trying really really hard to be accepting towards it. She deserves to be happy so I should be happy for her. I'm trying to meet some peeps to better my social life and to make it more exciting. I have met two people that are interested in me. I think I am going to go with the flow and see what happens with this. Joe seems clearly attached already and I am always cautious when it comes to guys because I'm not as comfortable with them but I dunno...I might just give him a chance and see if I can like him like that. Then there is Molly and I like her and I always feel more comfortable with girls. I'm not going to date either right now lol but I want to get to know them better to see what happens.

Well I guess that is all for now....buh bye.