Sep 28, 2006 18:39
I feel like updating about what's going on in my life right now. There has been some ups and downs this past week. I lost a few friends but I gained some too. Ame and I aren't talking and we haven't spoke all week, so I had to let her go which is obviously hard for me. It's hard for me to let anyone go *sigh*. My friend Meredith left for the Navy yesterday so I won't be talking to her for a long time unless she writes me. When there is bad there is good. I've been talking to some people at school and making friends. I used to hold a grudge against most QU students because I felt they were just rich snobs. This semester I met a few nice people though and they proved me wrong. I've also been talking to some other friends (crushes). I'm not looking for anything to happen but it's nice to have crushes and to get attention from people. Whatever happens happens. I'm done trying to get with people because it doesn't work for me. I have to wait for them to come to me and that's what I am going to do. So I guess you win some and you lose some. Yeah I lost some really close friends of mine but I'm also meeting new ones. That's how life works.
I've been crazy busy. I have tons of school work to do. I've been working really hard though and so far I'm doing well. I have tests, papers, and presentations coming up. I'm proud of myself though because I am staying focused and motivated in order to keep up with everything. I'm taking this teaching thing really seriously now....it's something I want to succeed at. Teaching Teaching Teaching is constantly on my mind and well...girls lol ;) but that's nothing new hehe.
Well that's all for now....can't wait to watch Grey's tonight. I think I'm going to see my 2nd graders 2morrow morning. Yes on my day off from school and work I am going to see them lol and then I'll be working on tons of homework. That's what I do now...haven't been going out much. If anyone wants to chill to get me away from my studies let me know. I'll be more than happy to escape from all of this.