My Fucking Tiresome life......
I have spent the last 3 nights wondering what is wrong with me...wondering what i have done to desire this personal hell im putting myself threw. I know everyone has problems and everyone has there own stuff going on right now. but i dont know what the fuck i have done so wrong. Talking threw them doesnt help and just trying to fix them myself doesnt seem to work so what am i suppose to do. i am so tired of this happy face to all bullshit. i basically have no one any more that can actually sit down on a regular basis and talk to me about the shit im going threw. aside from some kind of fucking Psychatrist i cant afford. my problems are not much but its overwhelming,fuck. Sober life is a drag, its probably the best but its a fucking drag. Thanks to the only one that would listen nobody.