Giving up
I've been drawing arbitrary lines in the sand for years.
And then I stagger and gasp at myself when I'm the one that walks across them.
Its time to let go of... this mindset. Everyone's been telling me giving up is the way to go... letting youself be free of the stress and complications of searching for something that eventually finds you, and that you can't find when you're looking for it.
R*, you were a valiant chase. I won't ever make you happy like city boy is going to. Its taken me 6 months to come to that conclusion.
I chase ideologies. I can't say I've dealt in realities for a long while now.
Self-recognition and admission is step one, right? What's step two?
And then I stagger and gasp at myself when I'm the one that walks across them.
Its time to let go of... this mindset. Everyone's been telling me giving up is the way to go... letting youself be free of the stress and complications of searching for something that eventually finds you, and that you can't find when you're looking for it.
R*, you were a valiant chase. I won't ever make you happy like city boy is going to. Its taken me 6 months to come to that conclusion.
I chase ideologies. I can't say I've dealt in realities for a long while now.
Self-recognition and admission is step one, right? What's step two?