May 12, 2009 04:26
Life is finaly peacing together as it should be.
I consider myself a well lived learned and lucky individual...
I've two beautyful ladies in my life .
who'm love me uncondisionaly in spite of being,
well me at times, they boh have a smile that can brighten any mood
we've a stable safe and loving enviroment good friends and family.
Everything else is amazingly coming together rather smoothly.
It may have taken thirty some odd years,
alot of fuck upsand heart aches but I think I'm starting to get life.
I used to think being in the spinning spotlight always on the go with what or ho'm ever was in equaled adventure aka ''Living'' ''Life without adventure isn't living'' when right before me adorns with all the simplest joys a grander venture then I've ever chased...
Respect and Aproval from fad scenester drama soaked spirals along with poison filled cocktails of miguided lust..loves drugged up misadventures and alcohol induced idiocies has aged me well. I glance at my reflection and am amazed how I differ from within just a few souless years it's amazing how stress ages you and how uplifting the release is once you escape the thorns of its dramatic spiraly grasp.
Blessed are we who accept the wisdoms of the multiverse in all its splenders