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im a confused young man. I have no direction right now. Its sad really that i can go from someone so sweet and responsible to someone who doesnt give a shit about alot of things. 20 and already given up on most things. The recent death of one of my closest friends has made tons of thoughts circulate in my mind. i feel like i should spend some more time with my family and close friends 'cause who is to say they ll be there when you turn around. So ive decided to stay in utah for a month or so.the 24th is the day planned and then head south to texas. I need sometime to be sober, i need some time to get my mindset right. also i realized that verizon is a very expensive phone company... so i think im gonna have to blow 300 bones in canceling my phone and prolly blow another 30 bones on a prepaid cause im lame and gay. and as for love in my life, i found a new person to waste time with. but it seems to be on a slight downward spiral but its probably best cause im going to be hundreds of miles away.