dreamt dreams
today seems to be the day to talk about dreams, as three people have told me about their dreams, and i remember mine really well.
ok well i woke up at 6:59, a minute before my alarm, but i wasnt fully concious... i remember talking to someone as i turned off my alarm.. and no one would have been there.... so anyway, i overslept and im glad i did! i dreamt that i got a job at this walmart type place with a subway that wasnt subway in it, and there was this hot guy that became my co-worker, but i felt bad about it because i had been dishonest somehow on my application.
and then i went to colorado, surrounded by snow-capped mountains that ive never actually seen before, but i saw familiar people... that i dont know if ive ever met. I think perhaps i was in denver, in the winter, and i think some of the people were old classmates... but it wasnt actually familiar though i thought it was in my dream.
and then i had to go on my cruise to Canada. From Colorado. But i guess i must have realized my subconcious mistake because the boat turned into a plane. To board the small plane on the mountain, i had to cross a rope bridge, with wooden planks tied to it on the bottom... kinda like the bridges they have at playgrounds that kids always jump on to annoy others on it, except with rope and wood instead of metal and plastic. Well, the bridge was broke. it was laying against the side of the cliff like a ladder except that bellow it was a steep fall into the rocky mountian side. There was this guy stading on one of the planks and he tells me to jump and he'll catch me. I wont do it. I tell him to tie the bridge back together.
So i board the plane and it looks even smaller inside, and there is suspiciously only 2 other passengers, both guys. But we get to talking and theyre really nice, and one of them starts hitting on me. He is from South Dakota. Im sitting on the floor, cuz for some reason there is no seats, and he's sitting beside me. He says something, i laugh, and he takes my hand. I withdraw my hand, and i want to say "i have a boyfriend!" but i dont, i just walk away... and the plane somehow gets larger as i walk away...
and then there are other passengers coming, some of them my old friends, and im excited to see them again... but then my dad wakes me up.
My analysis: i need a job and im willing to stoop to the fast food industry, perhaps because i am, to my discust, really just like all the other shallow, dishonest teenagers working in the fast food field. Perhaps im not good enough even to get into the worst jobs without lieing.
i miss colorado. i miss the winter, the beauty, the people, the feeling of home, my childhood, other things i had in co.
but i want to go somewhere new. just not too new. i want things to be very much the same although different. i want to meet new people, but i want to stay close to the ones i have. the Bridge: I dont trust myself, my abilities, or anyone else and their abilities. Yeah, i have trust problems. Im practical. too practical. Sometimes i miss the adventure, and all the fun. Im willing to take risks, but not big ones. the hand holding: i feel i distance myself from people too much and cant communicate, though i would like to. the end: I still cant forget the old, and embrace the new. Im leaving on a trip to another country, but a country similar to CO, with my old friends. "'friad of change, 'fraid of stayin' the same."
so thats whats on my subconcious, how about yours?
on a lighter note, my moms dream...
i came home after walking the dog and i forgot to get the mail, even though i did remember to take the mail key.
my mom says "thats the darla i know and love" and then randomly says "i had a dream that i caught you and ryan in the trunk"
me- "what?!?!"
her- "...of your car."
me- *laughs
her- "he didnt seem to see what was so wrong about it either."
ok well i woke up at 6:59, a minute before my alarm, but i wasnt fully concious... i remember talking to someone as i turned off my alarm.. and no one would have been there.... so anyway, i overslept and im glad i did! i dreamt that i got a job at this walmart type place with a subway that wasnt subway in it, and there was this hot guy that became my co-worker, but i felt bad about it because i had been dishonest somehow on my application.
and then i went to colorado, surrounded by snow-capped mountains that ive never actually seen before, but i saw familiar people... that i dont know if ive ever met. I think perhaps i was in denver, in the winter, and i think some of the people were old classmates... but it wasnt actually familiar though i thought it was in my dream.
and then i had to go on my cruise to Canada. From Colorado. But i guess i must have realized my subconcious mistake because the boat turned into a plane. To board the small plane on the mountain, i had to cross a rope bridge, with wooden planks tied to it on the bottom... kinda like the bridges they have at playgrounds that kids always jump on to annoy others on it, except with rope and wood instead of metal and plastic. Well, the bridge was broke. it was laying against the side of the cliff like a ladder except that bellow it was a steep fall into the rocky mountian side. There was this guy stading on one of the planks and he tells me to jump and he'll catch me. I wont do it. I tell him to tie the bridge back together.
So i board the plane and it looks even smaller inside, and there is suspiciously only 2 other passengers, both guys. But we get to talking and theyre really nice, and one of them starts hitting on me. He is from South Dakota. Im sitting on the floor, cuz for some reason there is no seats, and he's sitting beside me. He says something, i laugh, and he takes my hand. I withdraw my hand, and i want to say "i have a boyfriend!" but i dont, i just walk away... and the plane somehow gets larger as i walk away...
and then there are other passengers coming, some of them my old friends, and im excited to see them again... but then my dad wakes me up.
My analysis: i need a job and im willing to stoop to the fast food industry, perhaps because i am, to my discust, really just like all the other shallow, dishonest teenagers working in the fast food field. Perhaps im not good enough even to get into the worst jobs without lieing.
i miss colorado. i miss the winter, the beauty, the people, the feeling of home, my childhood, other things i had in co.
but i want to go somewhere new. just not too new. i want things to be very much the same although different. i want to meet new people, but i want to stay close to the ones i have. the Bridge: I dont trust myself, my abilities, or anyone else and their abilities. Yeah, i have trust problems. Im practical. too practical. Sometimes i miss the adventure, and all the fun. Im willing to take risks, but not big ones. the hand holding: i feel i distance myself from people too much and cant communicate, though i would like to. the end: I still cant forget the old, and embrace the new. Im leaving on a trip to another country, but a country similar to CO, with my old friends. "'friad of change, 'fraid of stayin' the same."
so thats whats on my subconcious, how about yours?
on a lighter note, my moms dream...
i came home after walking the dog and i forgot to get the mail, even though i did remember to take the mail key.
my mom says "thats the darla i know and love" and then randomly says "i had a dream that i caught you and ryan in the trunk"
me- "what?!?!"
her- "...of your car."
me- *laughs
her- "he didnt seem to see what was so wrong about it either."