Oct 18, 2005 21:02
Well I love work. Which is surprising. I love not being at home.
Probably because I got grounded again. I stayed out on Sunday night with Isreal, Ryan, and Nick. I can't say it was 100% worth it. But I was glad to not be home. So I drove around with Nick. It was pretty fun sitting shot gun and talking about how listening to fall out boy was a bad idea. I played along and acted like I enjoyed fall out boy, it was funny.
I was so sad that I had to go home. I broke curfew by about 2 hours. I told Nick to drive as slow as possible. I honestly didn't want to go home. I even asked him to just park and I could walk up my driveway. Because that would be a good 5-8 minutes. But he had already turned in. So I just decided to go inside. I sat in his car for another 5 minutes and talked to him. Mainly about how I wished I didn't have to go inside my house. And how I was glad I got to see him.
Hmm. New subject.
Anyways, I have no computer, I'm on my parent's. And internet on my phone is pricey. But I do have AIM on my phone.
... I just kind of wish my parents didn't care about anything. Even if that meant about college and how I treated myself. Like if I started up smoking out of nowhere, they wouldn't care. I mean. I'd love to go to college and everything. But you know. It's not like I'm going to be some rich ARTIST.
So.. I don't have much hopes for life after school.
... hm. My parents should just join the mafia. Then I could do like... anything.
Neat.