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Well. Awesome. Somehow Mario is mad at me. Basically I told him what I want to do as a career and I don't think he really approved. I told him I wanted to take up debating of some form. And sadly I opened my large mouth and said I wanted to lobby for tobacco companies because it would be a challenge and it would be something that I would think of as fun.
And I should have remembered that like, three of the people in his family are suffering from cigarettes. His brother has to go to the hospital every week, his mom has cancer - with less than three years left to live, and his grandmother died.
So he basically told me to fuck off. That I'm disgusting and that I have absolutelty no compassion. Awesome. And that he doesn't want to talk to me. And I totally know I could have sweet talked him over vent if he had said that to me over ventrillo. But he's been sick for a long time so he hasn't been able to use vent. And typing opposed to vent is... well- easier to tell someone off. Which he did. Awesome.
So I haven't talked to him for- uh. One day. And I am really sad. I hope he will calm down. I talked to Julia about it and she said he was completely over-reacting and being childish. I think so too though, one day he's practically begging me to say "I love you" then one day he's basically saying "hey get out of my life." Julie said he was basically just floored, shocked, and didn't know how to react. So I hope that later he will be like "sorry :(" but I have reason to believe that he won't say that. Only because that's just like him- he holds grudges so tightly and for so long. He could go on forever for not talking to me and be completely fine with the whole idea. Plus he said "last time I forgave you for saying that you smoked weed" (wow he forgave me, that kind of made me mad...) "But this time I just don't think I'll be that grown up to forgive you"
So I feel like I should be taking that as a goodbye, fuck you, you're out of my life now. Uuuhhh. Cool.
And I should have remembered that like, three of the people in his family are suffering from cigarettes. His brother has to go to the hospital every week, his mom has cancer - with less than three years left to live, and his grandmother died.
So he basically told me to fuck off. That I'm disgusting and that I have absolutelty no compassion. Awesome. And that he doesn't want to talk to me. And I totally know I could have sweet talked him over vent if he had said that to me over ventrillo. But he's been sick for a long time so he hasn't been able to use vent. And typing opposed to vent is... well- easier to tell someone off. Which he did. Awesome.
So I haven't talked to him for- uh. One day. And I am really sad. I hope he will calm down. I talked to Julia about it and she said he was completely over-reacting and being childish. I think so too though, one day he's practically begging me to say "I love you" then one day he's basically saying "hey get out of my life." Julie said he was basically just floored, shocked, and didn't know how to react. So I hope that later he will be like "sorry :(" but I have reason to believe that he won't say that. Only because that's just like him- he holds grudges so tightly and for so long. He could go on forever for not talking to me and be completely fine with the whole idea. Plus he said "last time I forgave you for saying that you smoked weed" (wow he forgave me, that kind of made me mad...) "But this time I just don't think I'll be that grown up to forgive you"
So I feel like I should be taking that as a goodbye, fuck you, you're out of my life now. Uuuhhh. Cool.