My life is brilliant
Well.
I have been in a lot of thought lately.
Nothing good. Whenever I think deeply, I seem to think of bad things.
I was at work, when I over heard some people talking about the kid that got killed afew days ago.
And I kept thinking.
I want to die young...
Even though it's sad, that kid was like, 14, he didn't get to experience a lot of things in his life.
But there are highs and lows.
If I died young, then I wouldn't experience a lot of the bad things life has to offer.
I'm aware how emo and depressing that is ((double negative?)).
Nothing has been too good lately.
My mother pretty much went straight out and said I'm not worth too much to this family anymore. I'm not bringing anything good to it either.
She said as soon as I graduate, I'm being kicked out.
And the hopes of a new car is fading.
I'll have to work at places like Bashas for the rest of my life.
I won't get to do what I like.
I'm sure adventually throughout time I probably would start to hate art.
It's getting really hard to carry all these problems on my back...
My mom seriously told me to go out and get a boyfriend.
hah... wow.
I told her
"mom I can't attract boys :/"
I'm working on a new piece of art.
I can't wait until I'm done.
I have been in a lot of thought lately.
Nothing good. Whenever I think deeply, I seem to think of bad things.
I was at work, when I over heard some people talking about the kid that got killed afew days ago.
And I kept thinking.
I want to die young...
Even though it's sad, that kid was like, 14, he didn't get to experience a lot of things in his life.
But there are highs and lows.
If I died young, then I wouldn't experience a lot of the bad things life has to offer.
I'm aware how emo and depressing that is ((double negative?)).
Nothing has been too good lately.
My mother pretty much went straight out and said I'm not worth too much to this family anymore. I'm not bringing anything good to it either.
She said as soon as I graduate, I'm being kicked out.
And the hopes of a new car is fading.
I'll have to work at places like Bashas for the rest of my life.
I won't get to do what I like.
I'm sure adventually throughout time I probably would start to hate art.
It's getting really hard to carry all these problems on my back...
My mom seriously told me to go out and get a boyfriend.
hah... wow.
I told her
"mom I can't attract boys :/"
I'm working on a new piece of art.
I can't wait until I'm done.