at least I got an oil change.

[frontpackrugger]

you are a china shop
and I am a bull
you are really good food
and I am full
I guess everything is timing
I guess everything's been said
so I am coming home with an empty head

After almost three months, Jess and I are done.
I feel like I should be more upset than I am right now.

I'm afraid I've become numb to a lot of emotional pain lately.
I haven't alloted the time for it in quite some time.
Like there should be more tears. Like I should've fought harder.

I love the life I'm living right now. Love it.
Is it worth it? Can I really be as alone as I force myself to be for another year and a half?