Speak slow, tell me love where do we go... ah ah

Dec 03, 2005 23:34

My mind is racing 500 Miles a second and I can't get it to shut up!!

One would have thought that working out for an hour with Shannon would have calmed me down- but NO! I can't relax. At All! My brain feels like it's going to explode... literally. God, just sitting here makes my head race!

Why do I feel so jittery and awkward? I have no idea. The only thing I can chalk it up to is finishing my French dissertation (and guys, it fucking rocks. I'm really happy with it! I wish you could all read French just so you could see the awesome-ness that is my French work. Once again, Thank you so Much Lisa for checking it for me!) Okay, so the thing is nearly finished. I actually still have to write the conclusion. What's keeping me? I can't fucking think of one. Maybe I just don't feel like spending the time to think of one? *sighs* Whatever.

So after pretty much completing my French dissertation, I began to work on other crap that will be due soon. I managed to finish one of the three extra credit assignments, AND I'm pretty much done with my Stress Reduction Through Movement Final (I created a power point slide on what I plan to do next semester and list five stress reducing activities I plan to engage in). Once again, I just need the ending slide to call it done.

I still feel highly bogged down though. *shakes brain around a bit* I have so much more crap to do. A questionnaire for French, an extra credit assignment for French, an extra credit assignment for Government and probably other stuff I can't think of right now o.o Then you gotta add on the two major unfinished (but almost!) projects I previously named.

Some positive things to look at:

~ I've lost a couple pounds :D
~ "I Shouldn't Be Alive" was running a marathon this evening! (God, I heart that show)
~ I'M DONE WITH MY DISSERTATION!!!! (*coughsalmost*)
~ I'm about to make a chocolate banana milkshake!
~ Almost able to tell this semester to go to hell! (not that it was bad or anything. In fact, this semester was great! But I look forward to the break)
~ Going to see Mac in 16 days! :D

Don't think that I don't plan to camp out in front of his house that night! Because I totally plan to sit there in the cold for a while. Quite possibly with a cigar and CheeseNips- I haven't decided.

I think I'm going to meditate for a while- try to get my brain to calm down..

Alex
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