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I haven't written in so long. So much has changed. I feel like a different person, but only in the respect that I love myself. I completely, 100% love myself. I just had to write that.
Since you last heard from me I have...met the man I'm going to marry!!! And I am going to Israel this June!! I also started school again. Way too many headaches. I have never seen anything so complicated as college! These people don't realize that they are fucking with people's lives, their futures! I just want to get in and get out. Is that so hard? It's like I have to beg the people to let them take my money!
That's another situation.
As for the man...more than I could have ever dreamed of. We aren't together. He doesn't live here. He travels A LOT. Some of you might know him. But I will keep all of this to myself. He knows I'm the one. I know he does. The timing just has to be right. Until then...I'm done with men. Done. Could care less. Plus, working 50+ hours a week and school full time doesn't leave much time for anything else.
Since you last heard from me I have...met the man I'm going to marry!!! And I am going to Israel this June!! I also started school again. Way too many headaches. I have never seen anything so complicated as college! These people don't realize that they are fucking with people's lives, their futures! I just want to get in and get out. Is that so hard? It's like I have to beg the people to let them take my money!
That's another situation.
As for the man...more than I could have ever dreamed of. We aren't together. He doesn't live here. He travels A LOT. Some of you might know him. But I will keep all of this to myself. He knows I'm the one. I know he does. The timing just has to be right. Until then...I'm done with men. Done. Could care less. Plus, working 50+ hours a week and school full time doesn't leave much time for anything else.