Oct 28, 2007 19:49
I think I am becoming depressed. I have been invited to so many things with friends, but have absolutely no desire to go. I don't feel like hanging out with Cris. I don't feel like doing anything but hanging out in my room with my dog. I want to sleep a lot too. but I don't necessarily feel sad or suicidal or anything. I guess I just kind of feel like I'm going nowhere in life. I feel like I'm stuck.
Last night I got all dressed up in my costume I spent $50 on, and I went to this party my friends were going to be at. I drove right past it, and kept driving until I wound up back at my house. I just went to sleep. It didnt help that I was REALLY high. I woke up this morning to all of my cheesy poofs being gone. I'm not sure if it was me or not. I know it was lame to get that high, but I needed it.
In other news...nothing.