Nov 03, 2006 18:38
Basically, the pastor of my church, the largest church in Colorado, was exposed to having solicited a male prostitute for "massages" and meth. It's all over the news, and I'm sure you've probably heard about it.
I'm really hurt and angry. I'm...dumbfounded. There are so many thoughts roaming around in my head right now I can't really write you in an entertaining way. I'm just venting.
I think about the people this affects. So many people have come from all over the world and the country to be at this church, under his leadership. We give of our time and our money truly believing in the teachings of this pastor. Talk about building your house upon the sand!!! It hurts because I know what this will do to the church. It is going to become a ghost town. People will move on and find another mega-church to go to.
I feel like this speaks to me...to a lot of people like me about complacencey(sp?) when it come to righteousness. The road to heaven is narrow. I don't think he is going to hell or anything, but only the righteous will stand during the storms of life. I have been taught a great message in all of this.
This redirects my path in so many ways.
Please pray for me. I need it.
If you don't know what I am talking about go to www.CNN.com and find out.