Oct 09, 2005 02:50
a lot on my mind...
i hate the PAST...
have you ever looked at the past entries on another person's livejournal and thought...that might be me in a couple months.
well, i just did...
i dont like it but i guess its just one of those stupid things.
man i love her soo soo much. i never want this to end...and for some reason i think it won't.
tonight was HOMECOMING.
you'll read a million journals about tonight, but this one is unique in that no one else had my perspective.
the day started early, i rose at 9 to help set up for dinner here, then i had to go help at the school decorating inorder to get my free ticket. then i had to play TAXI and take the girls out to their hair appointments, and do a bunch of running around for my mom. then i came home and continued cleaning and helping, then i had to take connie out to friggin the middle of grand blanc...its now 430 and i have guests ariving at 5...im still not dressed. im in the middle of grand blanc, driving home, fast. i get home at around 515 and everyone and their dad is standing in my front foyer. all i see is emma...beautiful in her pale pink dress that complements her bronzed skin, topped with the cutest hair and earings with necklace to match, her shoes owned a bow to match the one perched in her hair...i get goose bumps just thinking about it. so i turbo dress, get done at 530...we take pictures...we sit down for dinner. It seemed like everyone's mom was there helping my mom, wich was awesome seeings how my dad had to work today. me and emma talked...
i love her.
we had an hour to kill so we went to the mall...i kid you not, the whole swartz creek high school must have gone to the mall before homecoming...though i had to pick up my check and my schedual, so its not like i did it to be cliche.
i need her.
the dance was WAY more fun than i thought it was going to be, emma and i took an amazing picture, we looked like we loved eachother...and we do.
ill die without her.
after we went to casey's house, emma wore my clothes, she looked so HOTT...we just chilled and watched pleasantville until i had to come home.
i miss her.
i've been home for an hour...and i feel like its been a long time since i've seen her.
she loves me back.
if your sitting there on the verge of puking you know i dont care....
1 i love her
2 its my journal
3 i love her
4 she loves me
5 this is the real kind.
i'll probly marry her.
oh and once again without suprise
i am dissapointed in ben the idiotjerk plum.
its really non of my bussiness, but if your a friend of mine, and you like him, DONT...you WILL get hurt...
thats all i have for tonights entry.
emma hope you've turned my life upside down and once again you have made me fall madly in love with you all over again.
they totally played our song last. YES!
i love you and your the most beautiful girl in the world.
she gives me butterflys...a lot of them.
please dont let me lose you, i'll be dead inside without you.
we're cute.
-austin