Mar 09, 2004 02:53
late again. the first day in so many i havent had the time to call. it makes the night seem incomplete.
josh is talking abt brooklyn. the idea of brooklyn in the rain somehow just appealed to me.
well i didnt apply to brooklyn anyway. maybe queens is just as appropriate.
i bought three new books i am so so so excited to read. need to make time.
strange combination. of my roomate having her final conversation with her recent-ex boyfriend of four years today. it was the saddest thing. and then she made me biscuits. and stomach aches. and the three of us spending two hours reading a paperback romance aloud. made me wonder if people really have sex that good. and sitting up straight. and worrying about a missing danielle. and still being awake.
the book is not finished yet, but i put in about 14 hours today. hopefully soon. its good to be busy. but ive been cancelling everything lately. and eating horribly. bought the biggest lunch i have ever seen today. i feel like finishing it now.
i just want some direction. i used to have so much. i have completely lost track.
and i miss people all the time.