leaves in the fall
ever feel like just erasing people places and events from your past completely?
We say “oh but those are the things that make us who we are” well I’m not to fond of who I am at the moment so where does that leave me?
There some things in my life, some things in my past I wish I could just erase almost start over. If I could I would. I almost wish I could just erase some of the people I have met in the past because of the pain I now have caused by there absence or (in some cases) there presence.
I feel abandoned by a lot of them I really do. I also feel like perhaps none of it was worth it...that perhaps non of it IS worth it. So what is the point ladies and gentlemen. Someone explain to me leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman. We return to the earth and then what? Or we die return the the earth and go to the after life...then what? Wtf was the point of this?
I don’t know I just work here
much love
We say “oh but those are the things that make us who we are” well I’m not to fond of who I am at the moment so where does that leave me?
There some things in my life, some things in my past I wish I could just erase almost start over. If I could I would. I almost wish I could just erase some of the people I have met in the past because of the pain I now have caused by there absence or (in some cases) there presence.
I feel abandoned by a lot of them I really do. I also feel like perhaps none of it was worth it...that perhaps non of it IS worth it. So what is the point ladies and gentlemen. Someone explain to me leaves of Grass by Walt Whitman. We return to the earth and then what? Or we die return the the earth and go to the after life...then what? Wtf was the point of this?
I don’t know I just work here
much love