sickness

[frommyeyes]

so instead of morning sickness i get sick at night time. i feel so horrible right now like i am about to throw up all over the place. today (tonight) i watched adyson for awhile. she is so adorable. it makes me sad because i still remember when she was soo tiny and didnt make any real noise or anything. now she is constantly making noises like a baby bird or screaming...aw little baby screams. today was her 6 month birthday. we went to oilve garden with her for dinner. mom and i went to target. she secretly bought me a pregnancy journal. aw it is really cute. i am going to start going to birthing classes soon. i might go with stephanie because i have no one to go with and my mom says that sort of thing is for hippies...hahahaha. she asked me if i was having a love child. lately i hate to admit but i have been thinking about kristin a lot. i guess just a lot last night because i was putting a lot of pictures in my new picture albums. i guess i have just been emontional from the hormone changes and everything. a couple of nights ago i started to cry because i was going to buy soda and i didnt have an advantage card. it was soooo ridiculous. i am going to start knitting the baby a blanket soon. so for sure if it is a girl her name will be evy-marie diane....and the boy is undecided since everyone but me is in love with the name avery alexander. ah yeah. today was not a good day for feelings. my back has hurt all day and i just want to sleep sleep sleep. i am so tired but everytime i lay down i get so sick to my stomach like i am going to throw up. a pack of cigarettes has lasted me three days. i am really trying hard to cut back. i know the doctor said i could still smoke but i am trying to stop. i am getting anxious to get an ultrasound done and see my little 'shrimp'. i am also excited to move and be able to paint the baby's room. if anyone knows of anyone that has baby clothes they no longer use and would like to donate them let me know. well i guess i am done rambling. i need to sleep.
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kaytee and 'shrimp'