IT IS NOOOOT NOVEMBER, stupid lj.
quick homework break.
i've had yet another awesome weekend. although at times i felt like complete crap due to the fact that (i feel like) i'm being erased from the memory of my friends. well, a few. it's just hard. i feel forgotten/replaced/not wanted whatsoever. it really is hard to feel so alone sometimes.
seeing jew and greenday made my week. and going to the casino with melanie. randomly following bruce home and hanging out till 1 or so. watching the exorcism of emily rose with my best friend. hanging out with my second family eating all day. it's things like that that make me so happy. oh, and realizing the people i work with are probably the most reliable people i know. i could call them anytime, for any reason. i miss them so much.
okay, i've got a lab to do and a sister to drive somewhere.
peace.
i've had yet another awesome weekend. although at times i felt like complete crap due to the fact that (i feel like) i'm being erased from the memory of my friends. well, a few. it's just hard. i feel forgotten/replaced/not wanted whatsoever. it really is hard to feel so alone sometimes.
seeing jew and greenday made my week. and going to the casino with melanie. randomly following bruce home and hanging out till 1 or so. watching the exorcism of emily rose with my best friend. hanging out with my second family eating all day. it's things like that that make me so happy. oh, and realizing the people i work with are probably the most reliable people i know. i could call them anytime, for any reason. i miss them so much.
okay, i've got a lab to do and a sister to drive somewhere.
peace.