nothing lasts forever but it's here to stay for now with me, you're mine.

[fromheavenifell]

i love my friends. OMGOMGOMGOMG i am happy. juuuuuuust so you know, i love how things are going. i mean, yeah i'm sad that things are coming to an end, but doesn't that really mean we're all starting somewhere new? how can that be bad? i'ts just scary. and right now... i have so much fucking going for me. and things, well god they're so fucking different than last year. aw i'm really excited, i've got an asian and a best friend sleeping in my bed right now. and probably my sister too. and a boy makes me smile and i'm horrible horrible horrible but whatever i'm happy. why do i have to hurt someone i love to be happy? soooo not fair. my eyes hurt. these contacts have been in too long. OMG school is nearly over. MY EFFING TERM PAPER IS DONE LIKE WOAH. i really like the people in my classes now. i thought they all hated me... and even if they do, they're really good at hiding it. i wonder if i mean anything to them. oh, what does it matter? i mean the world to myself. and... that's not self-centered. how could i mean anything at all without me?

recap:
i love my friends.
i love life.
i love this new thing i've got.