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[fromdawntodusk]

so so emtpy now. i could lie and write about how happy i am. but i don't have anything happy to write about. honestly i feel like i have absolutely nothing/ no one right now. i really need a girl to comfort me. i've tried everything. and i keep coming back to the conclusion that i need a girl. she did so much for me before, even when she didn't try. she had a passive way of naturally making me feel so loved and amazing and important. i've turned anti-social. i might fail english. i've gotten c, d and maybe e this marking period, plus what i get on the final. i don't know what i'll need to get on the final so i don't fail. anyone good with that stuff let me know? i've also been randomly skipping school. i didn't go to 2nd 3rd or 4th on friday and i've skipped 2nd twice this week. its been worth it though. (but have i been trying too hard?
yes, the lyrics in my last entry meant something.)