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[fromcalifornia]

I feel really bad. I just woke up and therefore had to cancel plans with Pete again. Ahhh I'm so mean! I called him though and everything is cool...Thursday it shall be. He wants me to go boarding with him but I haven’t gone in SO long, I’m going to be horrible at it, but it would be so fun so I’m thinking about it. Last night was fun and I love Romy's new place she’s so happy about it and I’m really proud of her for doing what she wanted to do, that’s my girl. I am sort of homesick. Not to the point that I don’t want to be here, I love it here to much, but to the point where I’m constantly thinking about friends from home and family too. I have thought a lot about DP the past three days or so. For some reason I seem to really miss him tons right now. The other night when Romy was here I called his house but he had gone back to school and I couldn’t find his number there to call. I was hoping his dad would tell him that I tried to get a hold of him because I knew that if he told DP he’d call me back for sure. BUTTTTTTTTTT no such luck. I love that boy and I miss him to death. I feel like the last time that we had an actual ACTUAL hang out was the day I left to come here when he helped me pack and move my stuff into the car, what a sweetheart. Every other time has had to be sort of rushed and I feel horribly for that but it’s the truth. If it hasn’t been rushed then it’s been him coming to my house really late when I haven’t gotten out of my PJ's all day and then we rent a movie and I fall asleep on the couch for part of it. Oh well, I guess true friends don’t mind that type of thing. (Just ask Megs...haha that night was hilarious when she came over. I begged her to stay to watch oneeeeeeeee more movie even though she had to open the store the next morning. Me, Jen, Matt and Megs started the movie and as soon as the first line was said I just fell asleep, my lights went right out hahahaha oh wow that was a funny night....to make matters worse she tried to wake me and in my sleep I said mean things to her so shed leave me alone, poor kid. What can I say though...she’s my home girl and I love her like nobody’s business). Anyway, to make a long story short I miss everyone at home and I need a really nice bear hug. SO someone give me a hug like it’s their job! Haha

If it’s not to late for coffee ill be at your place in ten
....oh Copeland, you get me every time

Love, Tee