Feb 16, 2006 01:16
Today started so well and is ending very well. The middle is kind of gross and not fun, but that's okay. Bad thing happen, right? I understood everything on the Math Analysis Quiz so I can bring my grade up, got to take a nap in AP Lang, understood the physics lab. Definitely a good day for school.
Rehearsal after school was fun. I love the small group dynamic so much more than the mass insanity of 50 people in a cast. Show is going to be so good and exciting this year... finally. Then I got to meet a cute boy at All Saints and be a Latin/math/music nerd. Yay for new friends.
Things are looking up, I don't need him anymore, so finally the feeling is mutual. It was a bad time, but I've grown up and finished putting passion into people who don't return it. It's time to live and be happy a little more than I have been recently. It's time to finally grow up like I've been saying I'm going to for months. It's time to finally be who I want to.
"You would kill for this, just a little bit, sing me something soft, sad, and delicate or loud and out of key, sing me anything, we're glad for what we've got, done with what we've lost, our whole lives lay right in front of us..."