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[from_the_soil]

Wishing to Love and Be Loved: part II

I lost my voice
couldn't fight it
had to submit
and I hated myelsef for leaving her there
all alone
more than anything i wanted to hold her again
And through my denial
i can still hear the whispers
"I love you"
"I love you"
"I love you"
words unsaid
got stuck in my throat
to scared to let her see them
It's a secret garden where i nurture my emotions
and with enough sunlight the seed will grow
she never knew
but neither did I cause I never told her
I wis hit didn't have to be like this
and through these burning volumes
I must confess
I lost a piece of myself when I left
and you still have it in your hands
you always will,
you always have
Tonight Forever Never
It's better like this
I promise