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[from_my_heart]

"i`m mad at myself, not you
I'm mad for always being nice,
always apologizing for things that
I didn`t do, for getting attached, for
making you a huge part of my life
dependinq on you, wasting my time
on you. thinking about you, changing
for you, forgiving you, wishing for you
dreaming of you & most of all for not hating you
when I know I should but can`t."