update
Here's a quick update of my life, though i really doubt this WILL turn out to be anything near Quick but, whatever.
Been working about 5-6 days a week. I never really thought this day would come - but hey it proves that i enjoy working. (+)
It's mid september already and as usual, there are plenty of things undone. Apparenly pinning my "to-do" and "schedule" on my notice bored does not work. AT ALL. (-)
I overspent again. As usual. I want to slap myself on this but i simply can't bring myself to. (-)
I have friends that scrimp on clothes and spend on food and friends that do it vice versa.
But at least they scrimp; i spend on food, clothes, lousy mooncakes and MORE CLOTHES (that i have no chance to wear bcos i have don't go out and if i DO go out, my partner does not bother to dress OR i am going to the fucking market). 9-
Don't get me wrong. I am not incredibly poor yet.
I just spent a considerable amount on idontknow what.
I have also been majorly enthusiastic about going partying, although the past couple of times were failed trips that got me sleeping on sofas for 2 hours straight, paying an entrance fee but leaving at the earliest time ever....and grabbing random people thinking that they were my friends.
Well fuck it.
I think i need to change my contacts. Either that or i need to scrub them downright clean with something.
My social life has been lost.
Oh and I GOT FUCKING SCAMMED. Karma has been too fast to react lately ! I think i scam someone successfully, and 24 hours later I realise the exact same person scammed me back at the same point of time that i lied. Oh my fucking god. It has to be fate or something. Destiny? fuck. I could NOT be more dense. MAJOR TSK MERYL. Can't believe you were sooooo dumbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb
And i blame it on the tequila.
Today also marks the day where I promised myself that i would settle all my bills but NOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooo
what on earth am i doing?
Typing all this crap.
I just can't bear to see my $$ go down because i donated it to M1 Singtel and Starhub. ok la this is stupid bcos i've got to pay up sooner or later anyway...........
And a wild turn on recent events, relationship wise.
90% of the people says i did the wrong thing.
the remaining 10% that doesn't know about the second part of the story thinks it's a good thing because they only heard the first part anyway. Which the above 90% approves with the first part but not the second.
that makes 100% approval of round 1.
So i assume at the end of the day, I made a wrong decision ??! All those swollen eyes for nothing . Meh. Nothing is improving anyway.
I expect i will be able to handle it better during Round 2.
So i decided to go ahead with whatever anyway. Didn't think it was wrong but some things don't have to be told. Honesty is not always the best policy - but yes, i came clean with 50% of the entire...thing.
And there you go.
Been working about 5-6 days a week. I never really thought this day would come - but hey it proves that i enjoy working. (+)
It's mid september already and as usual, there are plenty of things undone. Apparenly pinning my "to-do" and "schedule" on my notice bored does not work. AT ALL. (-)
I overspent again. As usual. I want to slap myself on this but i simply can't bring myself to. (-)
I have friends that scrimp on clothes and spend on food and friends that do it vice versa.
But at least they scrimp; i spend on food, clothes, lousy mooncakes and MORE CLOTHES (that i have no chance to wear bcos i have don't go out and if i DO go out, my partner does not bother to dress OR i am going to the fucking market). 9-
Don't get me wrong. I am not incredibly poor yet.
I just spent a considerable amount on idontknow what.
I have also been majorly enthusiastic about going partying, although the past couple of times were failed trips that got me sleeping on sofas for 2 hours straight, paying an entrance fee but leaving at the earliest time ever....and grabbing random people thinking that they were my friends.
Well fuck it.
I think i need to change my contacts. Either that or i need to scrub them downright clean with something.
My social life has been lost.
Oh and I GOT FUCKING SCAMMED. Karma has been too fast to react lately ! I think i scam someone successfully, and 24 hours later I realise the exact same person scammed me back at the same point of time that i lied. Oh my fucking god. It has to be fate or something. Destiny? fuck. I could NOT be more dense. MAJOR TSK MERYL. Can't believe you were sooooo dumbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb
And i blame it on the tequila.
Today also marks the day where I promised myself that i would settle all my bills but NOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooo
what on earth am i doing?
Typing all this crap.
I just can't bear to see my $$ go down because i donated it to M1 Singtel and Starhub. ok la this is stupid bcos i've got to pay up sooner or later anyway...........
And a wild turn on recent events, relationship wise.
90% of the people says i did the wrong thing.
the remaining 10% that doesn't know about the second part of the story thinks it's a good thing because they only heard the first part anyway. Which the above 90% approves with the first part but not the second.
that makes 100% approval of round 1.
So i assume at the end of the day, I made a wrong decision ??! All those swollen eyes for nothing . Meh. Nothing is improving anyway.
I expect i will be able to handle it better during Round 2.
So i decided to go ahead with whatever anyway. Didn't think it was wrong but some things don't have to be told. Honesty is not always the best policy - but yes, i came clean with 50% of the entire...thing.
And there you go.