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doesnt seem as though many friends post here anymore.
i named my camera carley 'cause she's my first baby girl
stopped by anne's yesterday and enjoyed myself. her boys are getting so big.and ya cant help but to fall in love with jeff's kids as well... <3 them all
internet connection in the basement sucks. and i have no idea how to fix it. so
this leaves me to come upstairs. though, i could bring my laptop up here...but that would only make sense
i keep feeling like that cat on rooftops flying towards the tall building with windows at night. lemme look it up, it's from my dream the other night:
"To see a cat in your dream, symbolizes an independent spirit, feminine sexuality, creativity, and power. It also represents misfortune and bad luck. The cat could indicate that someone is being deceitful or treacherous toward you. If the cat is aggressive, then it suggests that you are having problems with the feminine aspect of yourself. The dream may be a metaphor for "cattiness" or someone who is "catty" and malicious. If you see a cat with no tail, then it signifies a loss of independence and lack of autonomy."
"To dream that you are on a roof, symbolizes boundless success. If you fall off the roof, then it suggests that you do not have a firm grip and solid foundation on your advanced position. If you are re-roofing in your dream, then it suggests that you need to raise your goals. You need to set your sights higher."
***looks up all kinda of shit on dream dictionary**
am i prostituting myself in some way Laughs OUT Loud ! along with needing to get a firm grip or advance my position...raise my goals. sights higher..... with independent spirit
let me just say. i am sick of my job. it's to the point i think about going off on ppl in order to get fired lol is that bad? haha it's just such a waste. and to hear trisha 'needing' me to set an example. and 'needing' me to do this or that..it's just so i can 'prove' myself for a position that i dont want.so she can get promoted to something else.. i dont want to stay here .. i will not stay in cincinnati my whole life. i dont know what im going to do. but it will happenlol i will move away. and now, i wanna be that geek behind a camera snappin' flicks allover the place.lol i take a picture every day :)
mom invested in a case for my new baby..it was mailed out today :D
my childhood bathroom is being redun. lol that big heart i painted forever ago, is now gone. no more... it's a ..mocha color... i guess the guy is gonna be in sometime this wk to start workin' on it. new tile. new vanity. new faucet. prolly new toilet... dunno 'bout that one though. mom wants to get a handi capped one.
aaa called with prices for LA trip.. theyre a bit high. BUt ill prolly be buying my plane ticket this paycheck..so CALIforNIA be ware :D imma come sooon ((excited****((lfkja;we :D haha
not sure if i should fly out mon - sun or wed - sun. hmmm...
have i mentioned i hate living at my parents'?
im gonna move about now.
i named my camera carley 'cause she's my first baby girl
stopped by anne's yesterday and enjoyed myself. her boys are getting so big.and ya cant help but to fall in love with jeff's kids as well... <3 them all
internet connection in the basement sucks. and i have no idea how to fix it. so
this leaves me to come upstairs. though, i could bring my laptop up here...but that would only make sense
i keep feeling like that cat on rooftops flying towards the tall building with windows at night. lemme look it up, it's from my dream the other night:
"To see a cat in your dream, symbolizes an independent spirit, feminine sexuality, creativity, and power. It also represents misfortune and bad luck. The cat could indicate that someone is being deceitful or treacherous toward you. If the cat is aggressive, then it suggests that you are having problems with the feminine aspect of yourself. The dream may be a metaphor for "cattiness" or someone who is "catty" and malicious. If you see a cat with no tail, then it signifies a loss of independence and lack of autonomy."
"To dream that you are on a roof, symbolizes boundless success. If you fall off the roof, then it suggests that you do not have a firm grip and solid foundation on your advanced position. If you are re-roofing in your dream, then it suggests that you need to raise your goals. You need to set your sights higher."
***looks up all kinda of shit on dream dictionary**
am i prostituting myself in some way Laughs OUT Loud ! along with needing to get a firm grip or advance my position...raise my goals. sights higher..... with independent spirit
let me just say. i am sick of my job. it's to the point i think about going off on ppl in order to get fired lol is that bad? haha it's just such a waste. and to hear trisha 'needing' me to set an example. and 'needing' me to do this or that..it's just so i can 'prove' myself for a position that i dont want.so she can get promoted to something else.. i dont want to stay here .. i will not stay in cincinnati my whole life. i dont know what im going to do. but it will happenlol i will move away. and now, i wanna be that geek behind a camera snappin' flicks allover the place.lol i take a picture every day :)
mom invested in a case for my new baby..it was mailed out today :D
my childhood bathroom is being redun. lol that big heart i painted forever ago, is now gone. no more... it's a ..mocha color... i guess the guy is gonna be in sometime this wk to start workin' on it. new tile. new vanity. new faucet. prolly new toilet... dunno 'bout that one though. mom wants to get a handi capped one.
aaa called with prices for LA trip.. theyre a bit high. BUt ill prolly be buying my plane ticket this paycheck..so CALIforNIA be ware :D imma come sooon ((excited****((lfkja;we :D haha
not sure if i should fly out mon - sun or wed - sun. hmmm...
have i mentioned i hate living at my parents'?
im gonna move about now.