dark and wet

[frolicplay]

last night, dreamt i had a job in like some military something or another. itwas dark, storming bad andour last day. i was in the bathroom...when i came out, our 'boss' guy..capt'n whatever--was talking to one of our guys outsidethe fence trying to convence him to come in and stop being stupid.he was working on something out there.with the lightning being so bad..near a fence.. and just getting too close and he took off his helmet. as he was saying, see captain, ill be okay.. he got too close to the fence and lightning struck him dead.

dreamt this was before crying myself to sleep.. i am full blown depressed right now. nose to the floor down. but, when im depressd, i tend to do things.lol like finish my stencil and do laundry.