*newICON*
i want to scream
just feels like my hormones are crazy lately
irritated too easily--
my lady thing, yeah, still hasnt come
i kept taking the bc pills anyway,
preggy tests say negative, so..whatever..
happy about that, but irritated at everything else haha
jennifer thinks i should wait a few wks and take another one
just to make sure
i would go out dancing tomorrow,
which would make me feel better..
the thought of dancing would make today go by faster
but - im a gimp -
still
until forever.lol
so no release there..
i painted the other night, which seemed to help a bit
maybe tonight, after everything that needs to get done is done
ill try my fancy at that -- see what else comes out.
i wish we really could break out of our own skins..
just tear it away, not care wahts underneath..lol
maybe the pain of it all would make it feel better
maybe that's where the need comes from.. 0_o
ill go do my [knee] exercises a bit before therapy