sorry i'm late, but i'm love! -jt

[frolickitty]

even though i'm half asleep, and i just bombed an anatomy quiz, i'm still quite happy. spring is here, love is in the air, the weather's lovely, and we get to start dissecting fetal pigs tomorrow in anatomy. *random*... anyways, this weekend was quite superb. saw volume 2 of kill bill on friday, and it was totally awesomely rad. eli's been imitating pei mai all weekend, and has started to plan when he should begin to grow his own crazy long white beard. *^.^* saturday i woke up early (*no sleeeeeeeeeep!!*) to write my essays and then went over to eli's house a little after 12. we drove up to camp, and listened to some wonderful anime songs. got there about a half an hour early and while he was interviewing w/ smitty and hilary, i went to see jenn and rachel. rachel is just so precious! it's so strange to see jenn and hilary with a baby! but, it's also so at the same time beautiful. they're gonna be such great parents. headed back down to hoener (hoener- i don't even know her! haha... anyway...) after about an hour, just as eli was finishing up. such a long interview! looks like he more than likely has the job, but he's not sure how he's gonna like it. i think maybe i'm being selfish in wanting him to work at camp, but i can't bear the thought of being w/o him all summer when we're already up against being seperated in college... *sigh* but, i told him if he changes his mind and finds something else to do, i wouldn't stop him. i'd just miss him lots and lots, b/c he's my favorite. after we got home, i ran out to target w/ my momma for a bit, got an adorbale bag, and a couple other little thingers and then got dropped off at eli's. we slept for a bit b/c my head was pounding. later, we attempted to get parafaits once more, but were denied but the mcdonald's drive through once again. stupid mcdonalds! so, we took a detour to acme, since it's open 24 hours and it was fast approaching 1 am. eli pranced around the store shoe and sockless, and i semi-panicked, bc i'm a freak like that, but his bare-footed prescence didn't seem to bother the savvy, motivated personnel of acme's over-night crew. go figure. he picked up some vanilla ice cream to make a milk shake with, and then dropped me off at home. of course, we ended up sitting in the middle of the street in his car for about 20 minutes once we got there. it's just so hard to say farewell, ya know?? sunday, i was half-asleep through sunday school and church, but i got the jist of what was going on. the sermon was pretty good this week, even though poor pastor lora was battling a migraine =/ those are never fun! following church, i whipped up some fabulous sandwiches and went to pick uo eli and then we ventured over to red bank battle field to pic-nic. of course, i forgot to bring a blanket, so it wasn't a real pic-nic, but it was still nice. we went back to his house after and i stayed there until i had to work, stupid friendly's!! *shakes fist* eli came to visit w/ tom and andrew and they ordered ice cream and decided to keep switching tables everytime i walked out. ^^ o wells. it was nice =) didn't get home until well after 11, but its all good. i now have enough money for prom tickets! god stuff. thank goodness my mom offered to pay for part, i wouldn't be able to bear the weight of $115 on my own! oi vey. all that money for one dance. its pure craziness!! but, it'll be fun. i know it. ^.^

hmmm... what else is there to say? life is just so wonderful right now! i don't even know how to describe it...

i don't ever remember feeling this way. this much intensity, or insane happiness. you're just so perfect, i can't believe i got so lucky! *^.^* even if i am trouble, i'm glad that you believe me, because it's so true. i've never been so sure of anything in my life... <33 i'm yours for as long as you'll have me...