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lately i have been thinking that the world isnt ready for me. there are some things that will never happen and thats just the way life goes. i know that sometimes people want everything a certain way....but life doesnt work like that. you cannot help who you like and who you can never ever ever ever like. its just the way it goes. im sorry that i feel that way, but some things i will never have any control over.
i just wish that i didnt have to hurt people along the way. i am sorry that this is happening, but i will never be able to do anything about it. i mean its gettting to the point where its starting to freak me out. i wish i was infatuated with someone like that. but im not going to put myself out there for a long time. i just need the right person to come along and sweep me off my feet. i need a love better than the movies. i need mr. right. that will never happen so i dont know why i am talkin about it. oh well. well i guess i will talk to everyone later cause im getting annoyed with everything.
mar
i just wish that i didnt have to hurt people along the way. i am sorry that this is happening, but i will never be able to do anything about it. i mean its gettting to the point where its starting to freak me out. i wish i was infatuated with someone like that. but im not going to put myself out there for a long time. i just need the right person to come along and sweep me off my feet. i need a love better than the movies. i need mr. right. that will never happen so i dont know why i am talkin about it. oh well. well i guess i will talk to everyone later cause im getting annoyed with everything.
mar