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i dont think that i have been this depressed in a long time. i dont even care about much of anything at the moment. like i dont care if i dont go into work and get fired. i dont care if i dont eat for a while. i have completely lost my appetite. i dont even know what to do with myself right now. i just feel pretty stupid right now. i feel like i have hit rock bottom. i wish i could go back in time and make certain things right again. thats the thing, you cant go back in time. but you can try to learn from my mistakes and not let them happen again. if you tell me something once im usually pretty good about nto doing it agian. i dont think im going into work today. i kinda just wish to be alone.
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