first george
well tonight's show, in my esteem, wasn't so great. sold out house of 1700 in a theatre i've played before, but the show didn't line up for some strange reason...
partly, i wasn't as focused or probably as prepared today. part of that was time and the sudden Alex performance on Friday. part of that was just my own fault.
However, I made some mistakes today that I felt were foolish. I did make excellent choices, remembered the experience a lot more, and felt like I really connected with Jillian. There were just moments, that, well, I was just aware that I wasn't right. I can't explain it, to be honest.
And then, the worst happened. I missed my Old-Fashioned Wedding entrance. Jillian covered amazingly well, but I felt like such a douchebag, mostly because I was dressed and ready. but the incompetence of the dressers and their inate need to keep talking to me, made me miss my entrance. grr. I just am so mad something like that happened. I feel so unprofessional. For not keeping a better ear on the show. But whatever. I can't blame anyone but myself and I just know that it can't happen again.
Whatever. Life goes on. I just don't like giving what I feel is a mediocre show.
Good news is that I never got nervous. I just walked on stage 2 lines late and finished the number. Jill said, "i know what George would say". And then I sang "i'll vow to love you forever". So what happened wasn't that big of a deal. Theatre peeps in the audience didn't even notice. So i guess it's just time to move on and get ready for Jim and Denver.
Patrick didn't come. I kind of hoped he would have. Suprised me, maybe. But I understand. Doesn't mean I'm not bummed.
Either way, I'm pooped. This show is a killer. Michigan tomorrow. woot.
partly, i wasn't as focused or probably as prepared today. part of that was time and the sudden Alex performance on Friday. part of that was just my own fault.
However, I made some mistakes today that I felt were foolish. I did make excellent choices, remembered the experience a lot more, and felt like I really connected with Jillian. There were just moments, that, well, I was just aware that I wasn't right. I can't explain it, to be honest.
And then, the worst happened. I missed my Old-Fashioned Wedding entrance. Jillian covered amazingly well, but I felt like such a douchebag, mostly because I was dressed and ready. but the incompetence of the dressers and their inate need to keep talking to me, made me miss my entrance. grr. I just am so mad something like that happened. I feel so unprofessional. For not keeping a better ear on the show. But whatever. I can't blame anyone but myself and I just know that it can't happen again.
Whatever. Life goes on. I just don't like giving what I feel is a mediocre show.
Good news is that I never got nervous. I just walked on stage 2 lines late and finished the number. Jill said, "i know what George would say". And then I sang "i'll vow to love you forever". So what happened wasn't that big of a deal. Theatre peeps in the audience didn't even notice. So i guess it's just time to move on and get ready for Jim and Denver.
Patrick didn't come. I kind of hoped he would have. Suprised me, maybe. But I understand. Doesn't mean I'm not bummed.
Either way, I'm pooped. This show is a killer. Michigan tomorrow. woot.