need advice
Well, to start off with, my life is soooo... confusing right now. I have a lot of stuff going on... and everything is coming at me at one time... Me and this guy has been going out for 3 years and we broke up about 5 months ago... I know what your thinking, that I shouldn't be talking about it still but I can't help it.. I think about him ALL the time.. He has a girlfriend and she is 14 but he is 17. I hated him when I found out that he asked her out because the week before we were doing things together and talking about maybe going back out. Well, I guess not going to happen now. I still Love him for some reason. But, then I hate him sometimes. He treats me like crap and like I'm nothing. He is always hitting me, and hurting my feelings. I know I shouldn't let him do that to me but I do. I do hit him back and try to mean to him like he is being mean to me, but I guess it don't get to him. I know he still likes me even though he don't act like it. I wish I could find me another guy, but I really don't look for one.Sure I like some guys but I don't try... that's all for now... more later... shannon