Jun 09, 2004 00:09
Where to begin where to begin.... well, Reggie and I are just going to be friends for now... We haven't really got as close as I wanted to yet but it takes time... And I'm finally over Brett for good.... We are becoming better friends now and his girlfriend and I are trying to get along... We will have to see how well that goes.. hopefully good b/c if we don't then I don't know if Brett and I will stay friends... he is a really good friend, I can talk to him about anything almost.... I don't know if I will ever talk about any of the guys I'm dating or going out with b/c I know how much that hurts and I don't to put anybody through that even if they deserve it... Sure I still love him but only has a friend and nothing more... I just hope when I get me a new boyfriend he won't want me back... his girlfriend tries to get mad and start things with me but it never works... it's really funny, I can be mean back and I come back with good ones and she don't know what to say... but she is a really sweet girl and I wouldn't mind coming friends with her but I know it will be weird at first but things will get better...You I thought that if Brett and I were friends it would make it harder for me to get over him but it has helped.... but anywayz, I'm really excited... I got my car.... it is a nissan altima.... it is really pretty and I look good in the car... not trying to sound like I'm fool of myself or anything it's just that the car fits me and it goes well with me... I'm 17 and I'm just getting my car but thats ok.... I finally found me somebody to teach me to play the guitar... he is about 17 or 18 and he is really nice and cute so maybe more will come out of that... I am leaving to go to Tenn. Sunday... I am going to this music camp thing at Lee University... I can't wait.... well thats all for now... G2G... Shannon!!