Feb 06, 2005 18:00
Ok so at the moment I'm at my new home.
I guess you can say that I ran away from home.
I'm not proud of it, but I don't regret it eigther.
The only thing I really miss is my dad.
I really hurt him, and I believe that he might even hate me.
I really haven't been able to stop crying, I miss them so much.
I even miss my sister that hates me.
I really miss my nieces and nephew.
But I guess most importantly I miss my dad.
Scott said that I kinda have a new mom and dad but NO ONE will ever be my mom and dad.
Only them.
God gave them to me and that's how I'm going to keep it.
I'm going tp try to visit all of my sisters and mom tomorrow,
And I'm praying and hoping that they don't hate me too much.
But most importantly, I need to see my dad.
We last saw each other in an argument and I hate that it was left like that.
I left on my own decision and I bet many are happy that I will no longer be in their life like my sister.
I just hope that in the end,
I'm not hated by my dad and family.