lifes a joke, and i've no ability to laugh except at it.. i dont get the joke, but shits still funny
where to begin? the beginning? but where did it begin? opposite from where it will end is my only guess.....
i can say this about things in general.......
fuck it. nothing is what it seems. lies are more real than truths, and everyone seems to be addicted to skirting the issue. making deceptive plays to dissuade the accusations. all for a little denial. as if it was a life force on its own. and we all suck the teat.
life has been weird. and by weird i mean fucked up. and by fucked up i mean, typical. and by typical, i mean..... there is no standard for which to base things upon unless disappointment is something you desire.... typical is, what can be expected when having no expectations, but being ready for anything at anytime, but knowing that anything can be good....or bad, or just......typical.
the last thing you expect, is bound to happen. what you expect, is bound to be least likely to be. and what you least expect, can be, at times, most likely to happen.
and what it all comes down to is.......
everything, in every facet, is fucked. its the moment in time where you give up any power to change things, give up any ability or desire to alter anything, where you become most powerful in letting fucked up things, good or bad, happen. rolling with it, and knowing, that its all a part of the learning process. even if the lesson sucks, somehow, getting you one step ahead.....
at least, the loser can hope. or, as it would be, at least a body can be without any conflict.
understanding and acceptance are the hardest things about living, as far as i can tell.
but what do i know? some would say, nothing...... but thats only an assumption.
and we are all asses
i can say this about things in general.......
fuck it. nothing is what it seems. lies are more real than truths, and everyone seems to be addicted to skirting the issue. making deceptive plays to dissuade the accusations. all for a little denial. as if it was a life force on its own. and we all suck the teat.
life has been weird. and by weird i mean fucked up. and by fucked up i mean, typical. and by typical, i mean..... there is no standard for which to base things upon unless disappointment is something you desire.... typical is, what can be expected when having no expectations, but being ready for anything at anytime, but knowing that anything can be good....or bad, or just......typical.
the last thing you expect, is bound to happen. what you expect, is bound to be least likely to be. and what you least expect, can be, at times, most likely to happen.
and what it all comes down to is.......
everything, in every facet, is fucked. its the moment in time where you give up any power to change things, give up any ability or desire to alter anything, where you become most powerful in letting fucked up things, good or bad, happen. rolling with it, and knowing, that its all a part of the learning process. even if the lesson sucks, somehow, getting you one step ahead.....
at least, the loser can hope. or, as it would be, at least a body can be without any conflict.
understanding and acceptance are the hardest things about living, as far as i can tell.
but what do i know? some would say, nothing...... but thats only an assumption.
and we are all asses