(no subject)
it's been awhile since i've updated....ekkk...anyway...what' going on with me...ummm...well i had another surgery last tues...once again really sick from the anesthesia. He burned nerves at the L2 and L3 vertebre, which means i'm in double pain...oh well hopefully this will help?...but he said i should know monday if it worked? i still hurt and it's noon? and my leg and foot are huge...last time i had a bit of swelling...this time...they are huge and hurt pretty bad...hey hopefully i'll wake up tomorrow and feel wonderful? i'm hopeful, but....
i can't believe wed i'll be 20? how does that work...i swear i shouldn't be...i still think i'm 18 at times and now all of a sudden i'm 20! i feel really old...and i'm kind of hoping wed doesn't come too soon...pretty sad right?...
last night was my gparents 50th anniversery, and it was also my parents....it was really cute...my parents at times don't even seem like they are married...so my theme last night was: i wish my parents loved each other like my grandparents do...and i kind of made my sister cry...oh well...she has jo-el...
also something that has really been bothering me...i love how a certain person (yes if you're reading this you know who the hell you are) can talk to me at school and "want to be friends or at least civil" and as soon as they get home i haven't heard shit from them...please i wish this person would remove themself from my life or at least be constant with their wishes....bc it's really pissing me off...a lot!
i can't believe wed i'll be 20? how does that work...i swear i shouldn't be...i still think i'm 18 at times and now all of a sudden i'm 20! i feel really old...and i'm kind of hoping wed doesn't come too soon...pretty sad right?...
last night was my gparents 50th anniversery, and it was also my parents....it was really cute...my parents at times don't even seem like they are married...so my theme last night was: i wish my parents loved each other like my grandparents do...and i kind of made my sister cry...oh well...she has jo-el...
also something that has really been bothering me...i love how a certain person (yes if you're reading this you know who the hell you are) can talk to me at school and "want to be friends or at least civil" and as soon as they get home i haven't heard shit from them...please i wish this person would remove themself from my life or at least be constant with their wishes....bc it's really pissing me off...a lot!