i give up
i give up everything. i dont wanna do anything any more. life really sucks for me right now and i dont know what to do. even my own boy friend doesnt trust me. i swear to you that i would never hurt him. i love him too much. but i fell like im gonna loose him and i dont know what to do with myself. im breaking down now while i write this. im in soo much pain. i scratched my cornia so have and eye infection which sucks. im just having a really bad day. and i hate this. wow, im just like breaking down now. i really you believe me cuz ive never loved some one before but then you came along. i love you pat, please believe me....