Sep 10, 2004 01:31
How can I like someone so much that I have only known for 3 weeks and have been dating 2? Yet sometimes I despise the fact that he likes to party so much. I mean I like to party too, but I can't party all the time. Sometimes I think that he likes to get drunk more than he likes me. And I mean it's whatever I guess.... I just don't know why it gets to me sometimes. Like right now. He went to the rugby party and that’s cool. But the fact that he left at 8 and it is now 1 in the morning and I haven't heard much from here I wonder if I can really trust him.... I mean when he gets drunk he likes to play. And if you’re going to date me then why go do something so stupid if you know you might cheat. I rather be a friend with benefits then date someone ever time I turn around going to cheat on me... But I like him so much that I would do anything for him and he makes me happy. I guess I have to deal with it if I want to stay with him.
Also on another note poor Megan... her relationship with Clay isn't going so smoothly right now and she is down in the dumps. I hope I helped cheer her up a little. I just know there is nothing I can say that will I make her feel better except to hope for the best.