Nov 02, 2004 22:32
Well I am back from Lexington and man am I tired! 12 hours of traveling in like 4 days! I know that does not sound like a lot to some, but for me it's a lot! I'm glad to be back!
I had a pretty good weekend except for old feelings being stirred up once again. I saw Matt this weekend and once again he got to close. I wouldn't let him get too close even though I still like him (we have been broken up for 3 months now)....and the other bad news is I still really like Anthony. I am so confused with my feelings right now I don't know what to do. I was telling Megan on the way home how I like Matt as a friend, but I like Anthony so much more. It's hard though when I am in Lexington not to feel for Matt after what I have done to him. It's not pity, but old feelings being stirred up when I thought I put them to rest. Why can't Anthony just be here and I wouldn't even think twice about having some feelings for Matt....Hopefully my heart will decide...
Anyways I also spent a lot of time with my sisters this weekend. They seem to grow every time I see them! I love them so much. I helped my second older sister Rachel (for those who don't know me I have 3 younger sisters) with her Halloween party this weekend. She had so much fun, it turned out great! Also I took my two younger ones, Gabrielle and Katlyn, trick-or-treating on Halloween. They got a lot of candy (which of course I took some ;) ).
Well that about sums up the weekend. On the election though I wasn't sure who to vote for, but I chose who I thought would be best for the job. I am not for sure if he will, but oh well. Well I have got tons of homework! Night!