Aug 30, 2004 21:15
Tears keep falling from my eyes
But I dont know why
Nothing is fun anymore
Everything is fucked
The things I used to love doing
Just dont matter anymore
Everyone annoys me
Life is oh so cruel now days
What is there to do
I've thought about the suicide stuff
But what would that really solve
Any suggestions, nope no takers
My mom dont understand
She's tryed to talk about it
But she dont get it
It seems like
No one cares
Not even the tinyest ant
Whats wrong with me
I'm pretty sure I dont stink
I cant get a dude
Even if my soul depended on it
So now could you answer whats wrong with me?
Because I sure as hell dont know
The world is turning in a different way
Away from me seems like
I cant take it
This pain is just to unreal
Help stop it I beg of you
I've always been known as the problem child
The different one
With no life
No friends
Suicidel one
With a letter and a plan
No one sees me as me
Labels left and right
Emo, prep, punk, loser, poser, suicidel
Is it because I'm different from you?
Its not a hard question, I just wanna know...
Why you do this
Try and label me like you do
When you dont even know me
You think but you dont
Why have you done this?
Made me feel like shit
What have I ever done?
I know the answer
I'm different
Not like you or anyone else
It aint my fault
I dont wanna be like you
Nor anyone else
I'm me.
And you cant change that
Hate is a strong word
So dont use it
Especially towards me
I never committed a crime
So dont treat me like a criminal
Friends are hard to find
In my case
That is a fact
So if you say your my friend
I appreciate it
Even though it might not seem like not
Depression
Had it plenty of times
You hate everyone
No one cares
Or understands
This shit sucks
Does no one really not care?
I'm sure who reads this dont
Oh well
It's just another thing to add
To my "why I'm depressed" list
Life had never treated me right
And looks like it never will
Gotta make a livig somehow
So go ahead and label me
Like you want
You know you want
Putting me down is all you do
It hurts
Yes it really does
Care about me or dont
I cant choose for you
But since no one probably cares about this
About me
Then I'll quit writing
Have fun hating me
At least while I last
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