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I don't think that I can do much of any thing any more......My family is kickin/pushing me out of the house. Anthony is trying to tell me what to do. School sucks.....Teachers like to bitch........dead lines are comming with a big bang.......Relationships SUCK!!!!!
I am at the point of seriously giving up and saying that I can not do any thing any more. I don't have a job and I owe mom and insurance, cell phone, car payment and some other shit over 5,000 dollars that I don't have and doght that I will get any time soon.
I feel hopeless most of my friends are moving on and I feel like I am watching them at the end of a hall way. IT SUCKS...... I really don't have one specific person that I can go to any more.... I don't feel loved at all (Shaina is the closest thing because she watches out for me) Tee was always there for me and I really wish that he was here for me now.... I only wish that people could see how much that he ment to me and still does.....FUCKIN JAMIE had to FUCK it all up.... She only want him because FUCKIN WADE!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
To much shit is goin on.... Tubby is pissing me off and I am about to call it off...... I don't think that my fuckin meds are workin at all. seriously what at this point is a purpose to be here any more???????