A Revelation
So I have come to an epiphany in my life. I'm tired of waiting for things to work out. My entire life I just rolled with the punches and made snap descions and took the consequences good or ill. But I realized on the way back from Jake's party that nothing will happen with life this way. I have to stop all of this from happening and cut through the red tape. Im tired of being nice to people I cant stand just so I wont hurt their feelings. I hate hanging out with people that bug me because they want to hang out with me. I'm tired of falling for a girl and having her not like me but I'm not bright enough to realize it. From now on I am going to be completely open about myself and what my thoughts are about the situation I'm in. I'm no longer going to go with what ever life throws my way and live with it. If I like someone, I'll tell them. If someone is annoying me, I'll tell them. Im not going to be rude about it, but Im not going to dance around the subject anymore.
The next time I see the girl I like, I'm going to lay down my cards and see whats going on. If she doesnt like me so be it, Ill move on. I know of too many girls I could be happy with to hang myself on one girl when she doesnt like me. Next time someone bugs the crap out of me, I'm going to let the person know. Next time I feel I'm bugging the crap out of someone I want them to tell me.
The next time I see the girl I like, I'm going to lay down my cards and see whats going on. If she doesnt like me so be it, Ill move on. I know of too many girls I could be happy with to hang myself on one girl when she doesnt like me. Next time someone bugs the crap out of me, I'm going to let the person know. Next time I feel I'm bugging the crap out of someone I want them to tell me.